Lately I've been hearing so many suicide stories or I tend to think about suicides. Thinking about it , What has this world come to? How bad are these people living their lives an order to kill themselves? It just proves that without God, we can't be anything. Without strength, power, and faith in our God, we are useless. We have no sense of direction or guidence. I just found out that a 56 year old lady commited suicide at Queens Center Mall. She left her kids and landed on a 17 year old kid. Here is the link : http://www.ny1.com/content/top_stories/97077/one-dead--another-injured-after-incident-at-queens-center-mall/Default.aspx

after watching this. I realized the world is so lost and confused with what they are truly suppose to be doing with thier lives.How people take life so shortly, and just think of only themselves. Just because they are going through difficult times no matter what it is, suicide should never be the answer.How selfish are we to only think of ourselves when we can't handle something & do something so outragouse and painful not only to ourselves physically & mentally but to other around us. This 56 yer old lady left her kids behind. This reminds me of the suicide story not to long ago about two korean parents who burned themselves to death leaving their daughter and a suicide note telling their daughter sorry. I think this is a sad thing to just kill yourself and leave your loved ones behind. I don't know where im trying to go with this, but i just wanted to share this story with everyone who didn't know.

Happy New Years Guys!!!

           " I have told you these things so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble, but take heart! I have overcome the world."

                                                                     John 16:33

I haven't put up a new post in such a long time. Everytime i tried, i just couldn't..i was either distracted or i just didn't know what to write about. I still don't know what to write about but im just going to wing it. Im really losing it these days with God and school and my friends. I haven't touched the bible...only for sunday and when i read those verses on sundays that Rein shares with us..I feel like I was dead and reborn only because these words seem so new to me due to the fact that its rare that I pick up a bible during the week, which is VERY sad x_x PRAYY FOR MEE! I need Christ is my life lol..Do you guys notice how many times the pronoun I is used in this entry? HAHA -.- ANYWAYSSSSSSSSSSS... Margaret needs God..she need to feel his presence by her side every second of everyday! not just once every blue moon..or what not~ I really need to know from fantasy from reality...Nothing is ever easy in this world. Always a second story to every ending..(that was really random) but yeah...I am really not doing so well holding up with my faith in God..Margaret is trying but its just to hard for me to snap back to reality sometimes its just really hard for me to focus with what im doing to my friends, with new friendships,with school work, with God and others..! I just need prayer and a little hope and faith that i WON'T drift from God. That im like &&&& (tight) with Goddddd <3 muhaha hes my home boy.. I believe G-sus is my favorite Chord